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[03 Jun 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

my myspace:)

this is probably the last update ill ever do, but omfg.

colton, sonny moore, and me! ahh<33

the show was amazing. today was pretty much the best day of my life, haha.

and to add some sappiness, tomorrow is me & colton's six months! yeeyyyy!! <33

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[30 Oct 2004|03:35pm]
my background will give everyone orgasms
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[26 Sep 2004|02:07pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

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friday was nice. i hung out with allen, walt, and ryan.
and allen put sand down my pants, with whom im going to get you back, so you better start sleeping with one eye open.

i really like the working title, and they own me.

and so now that allen and i are taking a break, ill kind of sit back and wait and i guess the rest is in his hands.
but that still doesnt mean hes single and looking or whatever you bitchasswhores may think. at least not for now.
*EDIT-uhm, nevermind. idk about anything anymore.

i want to go thrifting.

me and bianca are talking about going to frankies next weekend, and if you wish you were that cool, you should join us. we want a big group. hell yes.

i suck at updating.

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[22 Sep 2004|04:53pm]
[ mood | excited ]

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nothing has happened at all lately.
im going to hang out with allen all friday. yayaya!
and today, i guess, is the 'official' month. ahw!

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[19 Sep 2004|08:26pm]
[ mood | envious ]

i havent updated in foreverrr

uhm, the days have been ghey and consumed by homework.
today i ate sour patch kids candy while watching some horror movie from like the 1930's that was scary as fuck for like four hours.

i love my kourtni greene, i talked to her on the phone a while today, im so fucking happy that shes doing good. everyone should hug her and tell her you love her:D
and same for connelly! yayaya! glad things are better for you, love!
xOLtOwNbAbii 803: i <3 victoria anne sox

i talked to tucker adam lazzara hall and ryan on the phone a while last night, two crazy kids..haha..they made me laugh lykewhoa.

uhm. today was a month for me and allen.
ah, be jealous.

if anyone wants to do anything soon, talk to me. im totally open for all dates.

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[17 Sep 2004|10:35pm]
im too lazy to make a friends only banner right now.
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i guess i should follow the trend.. [12 Sep 2004|05:52pm]
comment with your name.
ill tell you how i honestly feel about you.
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[09 Sep 2004|05:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]

interims today...
got all b's and one a.
[passed algebra, damn straight]

idk if im going to the game tomorrow...
just depends.

my mom found out i smoked weed, and she wasnt really that mad.

i really like professor shumps class.
all we do is dick around, and we still make good grades.

*EDIT..i took this out by request.

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im sorry allen...please feel better. youre worth more than what youre doing to yourself.

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allen...i want you to care, i thought you said you did? [06 Sep 2004|08:27pm]
[ mood | tired ]

hannah and bianca are hott ass whores:D
yesterday i traveled to hannahs house-picked her up-then went to biancas crib. we stayed they for a while and then went to neals. haha..it was him, kirk, john mustard, and some other people i dont remember. it was chill, i liked it. we so have to do that again:D
so then back to biancas and we met up with allen who was insanely mad at me at the time and whitney. but allen and i made up and then he left and was mad at me again, and then later on he wasnt. haha
today me, bianca, and hannah went to hannahs and chilled for a while, and allen walked over there. err skated or whatever he does. and then he found out neal was coming over. and then allen got mad. and then he made me follow him. and then i went back to bianca and hannah in someones driveway. and then bianca screamed something at him. and then he ran away. and then i followed him. and then i stopped. and then i followed him again. and then i finally caught up to him and no way in hell was i walking all the way back, so i stayed at his house.
it was relaxing, i like your couch, slut. and your tv gives me a headache..haha:D

my mom found a condom that micah gave me under my bed.

school tomorrow will be an ass.

livejournal is ghey.

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for allen... [04 Sep 2004|04:37pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

the game was super cool.
i came home from school, took a nap, talked to cash for like five seconds, talked to allen, got ready, picked up allen, and went to the game.
uhm, i saw hannah, heather, and kelsey- they were looking fine.
saw whitney and bianca! coolest people everrr:D
saw miss brittany wortman in line, and shes oh so very hawt.
saw derica! and she said allen was cute, haha like 'yehyeh, he cute, he cute.' hannah loves her for[x]lyfe. -lmao
and a hell of a lot of other people.
the kourtni greene wasnt there, though she should have been, but i missed her alottalot.

allen and i sat in the right corner of the stands on the visitors side by ourselves, it was wonderful. and we fought and i won, and i got to see, and you didnt allen:D
and we were also on the hill before and after that and im going to kick allens pee stick if he gets a platinum plus shirt. you whore.
its two weeks for us tomorrow and tomorrow im going to biancas(-yeh, you wish you were me) and i think allen might come over.
tomorrow is going to make me really fucking happy.

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[02 Sep 2004|04:26pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

today went by a lot faster then usual, idk why. i think its because im not looking forward to anything? so its like whatevv, but i have a hell of a lot of homework, and im glad, i need something to consume my time.
im going start buying oils and herbs for aromatherapy and herbal therapy, and maybe some yoga? ive been reading up on it lately and its all so rad.

uhm, michael nemec is a jackass.
he saw a picture of allen on livejournal and said he looked weird, like a dork, and like a faggot and he was telling people that
fuck you.
talk more shit about my boyfriend, me and everyone else will can your annoying ass. kthx.

i lost my cell phone or someone stole it or something. and idk if ill get another one for a while. whore.

dear allen morgan,
we need to talk, forreal.
love always,

i better do something with someone monday.

kourtni greene made me a sign today! tyty, darling.
and i hope the best for you with the jesse situation, things will get better, keep your head up and if youre going to do something, dont get caught, haha-i love you!

ugh, it needs to be summer.

damn straight, bitches. be jealous.<3

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[29 Aug 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | blah ]

i got up early to go to church. twas ghey and boring, father had a fit when i tried to go to sleep during the preaching, yet he always does. the sermon was about humility, could care less.
the rest of the afternoon was spent doing nothing-like really. i tried to sleep, but like ten minutes after i get in bed my mom and sister decide to replace pictures on the walls, so there was hammering for like twenty minutes. then my dad gets a call on his cell and he like, screams into the phone as always...so i move to the bed in this room and my mom decides to get on the computer at the same time, so its constant typing.
i gave up on sleeping after about half an hour and make a playlist when my mom gets off and listen to that a few times through. then i watched some vma thing, it got boring. back on the computer for a while, random trips to the kitchen included, and generally, today sucked.
and not to mention, i havent talk to allen all day, which makes everything billions of times worse.
i would give anything to not go to school tomorrow. fuck, i fucking hate school this year. and i hate everyone there and who i have to hang out with and the classes i have and the teachers and the homework everynight and the tests and mrs worley with a passion. i hate being overwhelmed like this.

on a lighter note...
+ i didnt have any allergic reactions today...first day since it started.
+ i think im getting a new cell and a new plan
+ no more tampons for a month starting today-whoop!
+ its been a week for me and allen, i know its not long, but its a start, i suppose.
+ i might actually be able to do something with him tomorrow, or hopefully sometime soon.

___something exciting needs to happen.

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[27 Aug 2004|04:09pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

Auto response from slit her neck: dreaming of tori
isnt he wonderful?

today i went to the psat workshop=ghey.
i hung out with grayson the whole time, it was nice, he was actually really cool today.
towards the end was better-me, carly, grayson, shea, and katelyn were all making fun of the dorks who would get an answer right and would be like 'yes!' so we would all scream like 'fuck!' really loud when we pretended to get answers wrong. we didnt do any of the work though, just like, wrote stuff back and forth about ghey drama and drew genitals on the test books, haha-so much crazyyy sheyet went down there.
the busride home was relaxing. grayson and i slumped down really low in our seat and just like rested. lovely<3


hannah, please explain to me why allen isnt worth it. 'hes winey?' what?! hes perfect x's 875658690769507. that really pissed me off...

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[26 Aug 2004|07:11pm]
[ mood | calm ]

*im taking immediate precaution of the donkeys, you should too.
thank you always, adlissa, youre radical.

today i missed school-whoop!
feel better allenpants.
i miss you x's 58675979587685976856.

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[23 Aug 2004|06:36pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

kourtni and i are straight again.
bianca and i are straight.
god, im happy. thank you both so fucking much.<3

today is the first day i havent had written homework since the first day of school. whoop!

allen is being super perfect.
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[23 Aug 2004|06:24am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

i date a guy for the first time in months and everyone screams at me.
so, kourtni, if you dont allow allen to date anyone, hes still not dating you. so why hold him back like this? hes fucking not yours. and if you truely 'love' him, you should care about him. and if you care about him, you want him to be happy. hed be happy if the whole world wasnt bitching at him for doing something to try to get happy.

this is so childish.

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[22 Aug 2004|07:32pm]
twohalosof guilt: are you bi?
SmarterChild: Great question, twohalosof guilt. Great.
twohalosof guilt: do you like it from behind?
SmarterChild: Yeah, I suppose I like it from behind. Do you?
twohalosof guilt: what kind of weed do you smoke?
SmarterChild: The kind of weed everyone's talking about.
twohalosof guilt: i have to piss
SmarterChild: Tell me more.
twohalosof guilt: how many times do you jack off in a day?
SmarterChild: I can't believe I put up with this from you.

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[22 Aug 2004|01:18am]
[ mood | satisfied ]

its all because of allen.

....he made me happy.
and im going to call him and leave a message.
i dont know what yet.

so, kourtni, youre never going to talk to me again now?
you havent been talking to me for the past week anyways.
just keep on smoking your pot and everything with me and allen wont even phase you, promise.
slit her neck: shes like cool when ur aroudn her
slit her neck: when ur not there
slit her neck: she backstabs you

Auto response from slit her neck: you kno thta tori sox chic? back off

hmmyes, things are well.

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[21 Aug 2004|12:00pm]
[ mood | tired ]

yesterday was lovely.
school went by slow, i got bitched at for my shirt being too high. whatevv.
so then i walked home with heather and hannah, and connelly and kelsey went home with connellys ride to pick up her shit and came back to heathers and then kiley came over. we chilled there for a while...kelsey and heather had the cutest outfits.<3 haha.
then heathers dad took us to the movies. me, hannah, connelly, heather, kelsey, and kiley walked around for a while. we went over to the rednecks. haha, how ghey. then we split up and hannah and i were walking around. whoa. taylor russell looks fucking different.
so me and hannah followed dieter and grae behind some 123 shop that has everything for a dollar and five cents or something..? and i taught them how to freestyle walk. only dieter did it, and hes baddass at it. dieter and i started the incrowd, and we're the only two in it so far.
i saw jenn and chelsea. so cute<3
but we went back over in front of the movies, hung out with a lot of people there....saw tracy, gah. and i tried to avoid him....haha. didnt work. AND HE GOT A NEW CAR. finally.
so then hannah and i hung out with bianca for like, five minutes, then she ditched me for matt murray.(whatwhat?) so i stayed with bianca. we hung out with courtnie, dustin, evan, jason, allen, and probably some other people i dont remember. we went over to steinmart to get vibrators but we couldnt find them (and yes allen, i know theyre there.)
so after that we went to the pastry shop...whatever the name is...and i got some kind of mocha latte thing that only i liked..haha and i saw clayden and amy on a date!!!11 ahw. talked to them. then went over to cold stone..hahaha. and we got kicked out of the parking lot because bianca and i were humping the trees, and they didnt want us humping theirs. so we humped the ones in front of books a million and a car as well. the orgasms were intense.
then we walked back across the road for a little bit. not long, and bianca and i started being niggers, and it scared dieter, haha.
then we walked to courtnie's house and allen did a supercool thing down the rail. and we just hung out in the front lawn for a while. allen says i look different in pictures. word.
then i went home and had a long talk with my parents because they think 'youre not going to make good grades or care because thats not cool and your friends wont accept you'
hmm, okay. no.
and i woke up this morning and had a killer stomach ache. and thats it so far. i think im going back to bed.

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[19 Aug 2004|09:24pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

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i think chilling with hannah tomorrow? and a few other people. and the movies.



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